I had a bad week. I have a lot of things to think about. First of all I must know my future living plans. Do I must gtfo of here right now ? The answer is that I need to talk to these two directly and with no fears of telling the truth.
Secondly, I must take care of myself, the time I spend working, not working, just gotta take care of everything.
Thirdly, C. Gotta see her, must.
And Lee, don't forget the NY, don't you dare.
And I should visit this blog more often. But time is money, It's hard to have each of these two.

Lee's about to talk to Fxcm and FxPro crew, gotta keep it real and stay in touch with my awesomness.

Yeah, Finally I'm right there where I belong, despite the fact It's not New York. Businessmans all around me, everyone is talking here in English, feels so good, such an eargazm.

Brace yourself, the posts "it's fucking snowing" are coming.
And I guess I deserve to punch myself in the face with a chair or two, I shouldn't be here at this time. Somewhere, outta here. But I just have not enough of everything and a lot of shitty stuff to do.
All in fucking all I guess I may start saying that it's preeeeettttyy much okay over here. Just... A lil bit more stuff to be done. Lee, you're ugly, but you can make it, for sure.
Btw, I'm feelling suuuupah good today, surprisingly. Gonna work for long long hours today. And my health is okay, it's even weird to talk like this "I'm all okay" , huh. And it's Friday, so gonna have a good time at the end of the day too.

Serious morning, people.

Bless you. Gonna go to bed.

At fucking last - pizza place, pure chill, beer, music. Every fucking thing is go god damn hard, but I'm on the next stage of living, believe me. The hardest part is.. well, maybe not done over now, but it's...... about to be done.
My living place, money, job, girl - everything must be improved indeed. The good part is that it's going well and I love it. I love it.......... Pretty much everyday is awesome, but I forgot my Italian shit, dammit. I just don't have enough time..

I don't even have enough time to go and write down something here, dammit.

One of the worst days like ever. But I know I can make it the best day ever, that's who the fuck I am. I guess this week is gonna change my whole life. Okay, I mean I'm going to change it. Everyone has it's own time of changes when you know you must fucking change/do something right now. It's my time right now, I know. Hard desitions are about to be made. Too bad I still don't know pretty much anything about anything. Yeah, cool story, noob.

Ok, this week is gonna be over/done in a couple of hours. Having some tea @Chilli. Omggggg and they're playing Big City Life.mp3, wohooo, what a good mood here today !
And I can't take those girls smiling at me pretty much everywhere, it's really pissing me off now.
We're gonna have some friends tonight and it's time for vodka I guess. Muahah. And tomorrow i'll be leaving in early morning, yaya, businessman, kurwa.
And finally my health is almost okay, I feel so much better today. Maybe because it's friday ? Nah.
Well, I think I deserve some rest, I had a long and fucked up week, everyday was hard and exhausting, so here I'm now, waiting to have my price.
And now they're playing Paul Kalkbrenner - Sky and Sand. Whatt ????? I've never heard the sound of this song anywhere but my own pc, the fuck ?? Good enough !!!!! Mood - 200 prc. okay now
And I'm waiting for Christmas. Funny, but it's true. I really dunno anything about what will happen at the Christmas time, but it's still the hope thingy doing a good job over there. And my imagination as well.
I'm too busy these days. Gotta calm down and try to make a routine ar somethning. Just for everything to be easier.