The past a couple of days I'm missing the motivation. I need it more then anyone else. It just changes it all, me completely. Motivational thing is a thing that changes your thoughts, concentrates them in something specific, what you want most likely. It's not that easy to do but totally worth it. A must is a person wit such skills nearby.

It's a help. A given hand to wake up in the morning. Take it and let's go. It's hard to wake up because sometimes It's better right there. You don't have to worry about anything/anyone. But the moment when you open your eyes you're back to the other life, probably the real one where sky does not always have a rainbow and it ain't blue, mostly at all and literally. That's why that hand is needed so much.