And I'm completely outta here.
And when you think that holly shit stuff literally cannot get any better your mind knocks from the inside a little hushing you that Placebo is still waiting. And then you shit your pants down to your knees in 36 degrees.

But when I do wake up and fuck yeah I do It every fucking day I leave them all behind, they're so much smaller then, I'm looking from above and keep on rising. Soon I'm not going to see them all at all. You can dance. You will dance If I fucking tell you so. Because you are bellow. A cockroach.

And then they try to talk, they share the words, bash you all the sudden. You do listen, no arguments, not worth it, not worth the time. A smile can blow half of it off. Then you keep the wait and seconds pass, them thousands fires burn and all is left is tiny cockroaches below, they forget the words, try to talk to you. But then you don't look back and leave. And that's fucking that.

The past a couple of days I'm missing the motivation. I need it more then anyone else. It just changes it all, me completely. Motivational thing is a thing that changes your thoughts, concentrates them in something specific, what you want most likely. It's not that easy to do but totally worth it. A must is a person wit such skills nearby.

It's a help. A given hand to wake up in the morning. Take it and let's go. It's hard to wake up because sometimes It's better right there. You don't have to worry about anything/anyone. But the moment when you open your eyes you're back to the other life, probably the real one where sky does not always have a rainbow and it ain't blue, mostly at all and literally. That's why that hand is needed so much.

Been a while.


And there we are, just... eating some apples...


And there I sit surrounded by Light (Yagami obv) planning. Planning that better tomorrow. How things have changed? I don't have to plan tomorrow to be good. It is going to be good.It's just that I can still make it better.

Technically...

And finally I'm out of here, getting rid of ligaments and bandages in quiet. Not loud like love. Not like that,
I'm just two years old.

Glad to have an addiction solved, no more job and office.
Been a while.

Oh I see tomorrow there's Placebo playin downstairs.

Adidas, stinkies, screaming twats, drilling, no-manners, alcoholics, bums, sadness, pain, poorness, bmws, you can hear it there you go, pick a work yourself traitor, the one that rhymes with alligator.
Outta here and n0 ragr3t.

I have it all, but then there's more. You sure can reach it but then the hand becomes so long.




And they are here. Will be laughing at you together with me. No, they can't laugh. They would if the could. They think of you, sometimes they beep. But that's all for you, all for good. It's what makes my heart repeat the bum.

The story is going to end, seems like you don't like it. Why don't you? - you still have time to make a change to it. It's gonna end for all of us but the very last second our eyes are going to say a different thing. A different story. You sure can realize that yours is just in pencil, mine's ink. I'm up there, don't see? Kneel. Kneel and don't talk to me. You don't deserve to see me, you don't deserve to smell me.
And then I walk through all of them. No contact, not touching. Nobody sees, but I'm there. I was there.


This world... is rotten..

Was unable to think that I'll also be LLL @2015

Pagaliau galiu leisti sau ir išeiti iš darbo. Daugiau man dirbti nebereikia ir nebereikės. O pavidolei tjp ir sudegs ish pavido. pavidas jus tjp ir suvalgis.
Pasiruošęs ir nusiteikęs keliauti.
Myliu tą jausmą kai esi kitur, nužiūri kiekvieną žmogų, jų veidus, rūbus, klausaisi kiekvieno jų balso ir žodžių, viskas skamba kitaip. Kiekvienas kvapas kitoks, artimas ir tolimas pačiam man.
Eime.

Kodėl žmonės švenčia Lapkr. pirmąją Lietuvoje ? xD

"nu gi helovinas nusipieseu skeleta meikuppu ir i kluba tusinau iki triju nakties haha jolo helovinas mirusiuju djena as amerikonas"




O šiaip, džiugu būti pasiruošus, pilnai pasiruošus išvykti, ką reikėjo padariau, sustačiau viską į vietas. Visų savo pragariškų kelių metų brudą išvaliau, kapitalas - check, nuotaika - check, papūgos - check, katitė - check.


Nežinau kodėl, nes neturėtų taip būti, bet skaudu matyti tuos, kurie kaip buvo, taip ir likę kažkur padugnėje... Juk laikas bėga, o daugelis taip ir stovi vietoje, bando plaukti pasroviui.

Kvailiausia yra bandyti parodyti kitiems, jog tu esi laimingas, ir , ak , kaip viskas tavo gyvenime yra nuostabu, tada, kai iš tiesų taip nėra. Skaudu ne dėl to, kad tai paprasčiausia apgaulė, skaudžiausia, kad tai apgaulė, pirmoje vietoje, savęs.

This dude should be the owner of DELFI.lt

Wink wink.


He's demure, could be a little bit of  haughty for her he's impeccable and it all makes him jubilant.  Wink wink.

It's all on you. Make a difference.

If you want to be treated well - you better not fuck up and do your very damn best.

They shout when they're good, scream when they're super good. We stay quiet. Not for you, not for them. For me and you. It's true that sharing your wellness Isn't all about you. It's all about them, you are showing the bright side only while you're still in a shadow yourself, you're trying to make things better like that. That's not going to work, fix it.


Weird how I managed to say "we have more places to be and visit than there's time for us to live here"

I'm loving it.

M stands for McDonalds and Majin.

Optimizationable chaptericalingious supulturritiscicalism.

Soulmates will never die. Always remember not to have a person with you just because. It could be and probably will be a darn mistake, just don't waste your time. Find an equal one, at least in the matter of IQ.
The best atm is not to remember or have anything from the very past. I've build my today, I have a new past and I'm proud. Probably I'm not as proud as everyone else is about their stuff, because I'm not pasting it through places or screaming out loud. I just don't need it. It's for me, for us, not for them. I'm having my everyday things, kisses, games, talks, sex, future. Probably the funniest thing is that, still, there are (sure thing - always will be) discgraceful ones, cheap people who will try to drag me down into their dirt from what I'm having, too bad - that ain't gonna happen because of me being allergic to bullshit.

I love life in general. In general - all is good, but the rest depends on you yourself.
I love my tiny mornings, when you hug me naked, kiss my lips. Love knowing you're happy.
Love our singing parrot, only our stuff that no one will ever see or know. I don't feel a personal need to run and screem of how I love all this. I just have it inside, for myself only.
Love learning what Wo ai ni is.
Every day is a step further, no matter how good it is already, stopping isn't an idea. Go.

Same people, day after day, year after year, not having anything, but still talking the loudest. Quoting a quote doesn't make you look smart and doesn't change you or your life. Stop it. Shut up. Leave and don't show up. The real ones, chasing their dreams are too busy doing that, not posting it. Realize, wake up. If I was a vegan, I would shut my dirty mouth up not telling anyone I'm vegan because of the quote of how to recognize a vegan ? he's gonna tell you himself. The thing is, don't like... vegans know this qoute or something ? Shut the fuck up, looser.

Shed a tear

I love you all. You and our parrot.

Don't go and lose your face

Sometimes it takes a bit more. To be happy. And to make the other happy. Sometimes that more is more then you think more is. Beyond your more.
Awake your highlights by having your future set. Have a goal and go, the rest will do itself.
I've never felt being truly loved.

We will miss you, Swagrid, miss you with all tears. Dream collapses slowly and the fading begins.

This life isn't worth for you to forget where the sky is !