And I'm completely outta here.
And when you think that holly shit stuff literally cannot get any better your mind knocks from the inside a little hushing you that Placebo is still waiting. And then you shit your pants down to your knees in 36 degrees.

But when I do wake up and fuck yeah I do It every fucking day I leave them all behind, they're so much smaller then, I'm looking from above and keep on rising. Soon I'm not going to see them all at all. You can dance. You will dance If I fucking tell you so. Because you are bellow. A cockroach.

And then they try to talk, they share the words, bash you all the sudden. You do listen, no arguments, not worth it, not worth the time. A smile can blow half of it off. Then you keep the wait and seconds pass, them thousands fires burn and all is left is tiny cockroaches below, they forget the words, try to talk to you. But then you don't look back and leave. And that's fucking that.

The past a couple of days I'm missing the motivation. I need it more then anyone else. It just changes it all, me completely. Motivational thing is a thing that changes your thoughts, concentrates them in something specific, what you want most likely. It's not that easy to do but totally worth it. A must is a person wit such skills nearby.

It's a help. A given hand to wake up in the morning. Take it and let's go. It's hard to wake up because sometimes It's better right there. You don't have to worry about anything/anyone. But the moment when you open your eyes you're back to the other life, probably the real one where sky does not always have a rainbow and it ain't blue, mostly at all and literally. That's why that hand is needed so much.

Been a while.


And there we are, just... eating some apples...


And there I sit surrounded by Light (Yagami obv) planning. Planning that better tomorrow. How things have changed? I don't have to plan tomorrow to be good. It is going to be good.It's just that I can still make it better.

Technically...

And finally I'm out of here, getting rid of ligaments and bandages in quiet. Not loud like love. Not like that,
I'm just two years old.

Glad to have an addiction solved, no more job and office.
Been a while.

Oh I see tomorrow there's Placebo playin downstairs.

Adidas, stinkies, screaming twats, drilling, no-manners, alcoholics, bums, sadness, pain, poorness, bmws, you can hear it there you go, pick a work yourself traitor, the one that rhymes with alligator.
Outta here and n0 ragr3t.

I have it all, but then there's more. You sure can reach it but then the hand becomes so long.




And they are here. Will be laughing at you together with me. No, they can't laugh. They would if the could. They think of you, sometimes they beep. But that's all for you, all for good. It's what makes my heart repeat the bum.

The story is going to end, seems like you don't like it. Why don't you? - you still have time to make a change to it. It's gonna end for all of us but the very last second our eyes are going to say a different thing. A different story. You sure can realize that yours is just in pencil, mine's ink. I'm up there, don't see? Kneel. Kneel and don't talk to me. You don't deserve to see me, you don't deserve to smell me.
And then I walk through all of them. No contact, not touching. Nobody sees, but I'm there. I was there.


This world... is rotten..

Was unable to think that I'll also be LLL @2015

Pagaliau galiu leisti sau ir išeiti iš darbo. Daugiau man dirbti nebereikia ir nebereikės. O pavidolei tjp ir sudegs ish pavido. pavidas jus tjp ir suvalgis.
Pasiruošęs ir nusiteikęs keliauti.
Myliu tą jausmą kai esi kitur, nužiūri kiekvieną žmogų, jų veidus, rūbus, klausaisi kiekvieno jų balso ir žodžių, viskas skamba kitaip. Kiekvienas kvapas kitoks, artimas ir tolimas pačiam man.
Eime.

Kodėl žmonės švenčia Lapkr. pirmąją Lietuvoje ? xD

"nu gi helovinas nusipieseu skeleta meikuppu ir i kluba tusinau iki triju nakties haha jolo helovinas mirusiuju djena as amerikonas"




O šiaip, džiugu būti pasiruošus, pilnai pasiruošus išvykti, ką reikėjo padariau, sustačiau viską į vietas. Visų savo pragariškų kelių metų brudą išvaliau, kapitalas - check, nuotaika - check, papūgos - check, katitė - check.


Nežinau kodėl, nes neturėtų taip būti, bet skaudu matyti tuos, kurie kaip buvo, taip ir likę kažkur padugnėje... Juk laikas bėga, o daugelis taip ir stovi vietoje, bando plaukti pasroviui.

Kvailiausia yra bandyti parodyti kitiems, jog tu esi laimingas, ir , ak , kaip viskas tavo gyvenime yra nuostabu, tada, kai iš tiesų taip nėra. Skaudu ne dėl to, kad tai paprasčiausia apgaulė, skaudžiausia, kad tai apgaulė, pirmoje vietoje, savęs.

This dude should be the owner of DELFI.lt

Wink wink.


He's demure, could be a little bit of  haughty for her he's impeccable and it all makes him jubilant.  Wink wink.

It's all on you. Make a difference.